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hi guys its hurdy. well guys,it has been a hard year,mother is now in a good place,but there,is still more adversaty to come,there is some good news,as i think i said, my dad was thought to have cancer of the lung ,but on tests by the hospital,it was found it was old newmonia. so we are all relieved.but his partner still has the cancer of the sarcofigus. her treatment is just begginning,so herw we go again.my thoughts and prayers, are with her.as for me,i dont know how ishould be feeling,now mum has passed.should i bee happy ,sad,or what,im feeling pritty good at the moment,i feel a bit guilty,is this normal,i realy dont know.any ways ,enough of the gloom,hope you guys are well,i am throughing my self in to work,this keeps the mind buisy,and gives me good drive. im out tonight on the lash with friends,so this is good to laugh ,and have some fun.i will talk to you soon,your friend hurdy.